HYS KISSED ME! OMGOMGLOL!

Wooo! I just had the greatest dream, EVER!
I dreamt of SS501! And i was sitting beside Heo Young Saeng!
The detail i shall not say.
But HE. KISSED. ME.!!!! LOL!
WHAT A DREAM! *floating*
It felt damn real! ): But i knew it was too good to be true la...
In the end i lai chuang for few hours lor! xD

*floating back to dreamland*

Pig Trotter Fa Bian's House.

Today went to Fabian house for MJ and Bridge(Poker Cards).
His father very friendly and nice sia. Buy food and drinks for us.
I play until very tired sia. -_-
Somemore play MJ no money motivation.
And Rebecca is officially the slowest player among us all. LOL! X:
Fabian leg look totally like Pig's Trotter lor! Swollen swollen one.
Ew. LOL. xD

Ahahaha! I think i becoming more and more unglam already lor!
Comfortable with friends le, then become like that. x_x
After the whole day then realise i never watch my image. -__-
Sadded, image tainted. X:
tak glam tak glam, especially when i sit on the rocking chair in Fabian house.
But i that time is tired until don't care liao lor. Ahaha. X:

Time to sleeep! Tomorrow go collect SS501 solo album! <3<3<3

Okay, stay composed and not tak glam.....

Blank zone.

This is not a happy post. I've minimised the font size, so you can choose not to read.



Sometimes i just get so depressed when i'm alone at home. I can't get all these negative thoughts out.
I often make myself busy to stop thinking about anything else.
But being such a irritating perfectionist, those thoughts still came back.
I really want to finish my studies and start working, taking the load of of my parents.
I can't stand it when Poly needs to spend so much on so many things!
Taking money from my papa.
My papa works so hard to earn each and every cents, just to see us spending them away so quickly.
I am very sensitive to feelings of people whom i care a lot for, i think a lot and tend to think a bit over...
But I am afraid of all the 'what ifs' and don't want to let any of them to ever become real.
I know clearly that I'm always overly-sensitive.
But I also don't enjoy being like that. It drains my energy out totally...
I really, really envy those people with lighter worries and financial-less worries.
I don't wish for a worry-less life cause it is not possible.
I just want my papa to be in a better health, stop smoking and stop drinking and eat more.
I also don't really need to spend much on anything else but food cause i don't need anything.
As any other stuff other than food, is just extras, not necessities.

Grumble

Wa, CNP Presentation + Roleplay alone can kill me AH!

Oh yesterday, i was just saying i was afraid to oversleep hor. In the end i really overslept.
):
Missed NSL last office lesson!
Double ):):
Attended FON remedial, because of that never eat for whole day.
My mum and bro is now at Osaka. Never bring me go.
Triple sadness! ):):):

Week 16 is gonna suck like hell la.
Soooooooo many stuff at week 16, FON, Psychology presentation.
Luckily CITS presentation changed to week 15...
Tmr 1pm class have to go at 9.30 to try and rush finish the project.
Oh my fucking tiannnnn.

Ahhh, i miss those slacky Secondary school days. ):

Blooood test.

Today Anatomy practical was fun! xD
Had a practical on blood test.
And found out my blood type, which is A- . :3
First time used the click click needle thing for use on fingertip de. LOL.
And the first ever person that i experimented on is Debbie!
She must be very honored ah. Heh, my first... guinea pig. d:

After school meet up with CNP group to discuss.
With brandon alone in the group hor i can get headache the whole day le.
Now with Brandon and Myron. -.- I will faint ah!
Pek cek! :/ that way i dont like be leader.
Every little things will get into me. And irritate si wo.
Then tmr is sociology presentation discussion..
Again i'm clueless at what we're doing or till. -_-
When i'm leader, i tend to over stress myself... When i'm a member, i tend to be overly slack...
LOL. I'm very hard to please sia.

Oh ya, no more taiwan on sept-oct...
My mama pangseh me and go first with my bro...
Today just left somemore...
Then need to do all the choresssssss.
wthhhh~ sadded.
._.


p/s. Tmr scared oversleep sia~

Clinical Attachment 1.1 [Part IV c,d,e] (JP)

Wednesday, Third day of Attachment in Jurong polyclinic.
Attached to the Immunization for childrens in the morning and the counsel rooms in the afternoons.
Morning was quite interesting to see so many cute & types of babies~ Naughty, Cute, Sleepy, Scared, Angst, fierce etc...
While afternoon was quite bored, not much interesting to observe.

Thursday, fourth day.
In the morning was attached to OHS, FP & WW!
OHS, was not interesting but informative...
FP, the case of the woman who came in having problem breast feeding her 4day old child was definitely an eye opener. (O)(O) nipple so big -.-
WW, the pap smear test has definitely affected my appetite. x_x
Overall VERY interesting but disturbing only.
Then afternoon attached to Travellers' clinic & Diabetes Foot Screening.
Travellers' clinic is just like a place to get immunised if you're going overseas.
Diabetes Foot Screening is to check the sensation around your feets.

And after Attachment, rushed home to change clothes and go for CCA(NP Strings).
Was abit out of place, cause joined another class... and it was the other class instructor teaching. Somemore their humour is so far from our humour and still want us laugh. -.-
Okay, so after practise, went to IMM MosBurger for dinner!~
I brought my notebook out to play with web cam!
Took abit too much pictures so post those i like and funny ones.
Some can be found at my FB too.














That was a super stupid face i made. LOL.




*gulgh gulgh*


o.o




*blehhhh* :b


not my hand..








By this point of time, we were at our limit to control our laughter already. X:


AHAHAHA! BEST GUM SMILE. by me. :D


*Heeeee* :D

Friday, which is today and also the last day.
Did a Presentation in the morning and followed by group photo taking.
Then was attached to the Diabetic Eye Screening the whole day.
For almost the whole day, we were pretty much doing our own stuff. X:
The Nurse IC of us said i was good at my presentation! and am a polite girl! X:
Then lunch time went to buy card for the nurses in JP, oh saw debra on the way so qiao!,then wrote our messages and went back to our attached areas.
After the whole day is over, we went to the Sisters' room to sign out and also give them the card. :D
Then HOME SWEET HOME.

Picturesss!


The eye of Sharlyn.




Mask suffocating lah...


That Nadia like to take photo of me uh. X:


Nadia, my partner for the 5 days in JP.


Candid. My bun look like sai! ): OMG.


Group photo with Nurse Bariah! (LOL, my expression almost all the same uh.)





Ahh, after this weekend of, most probably, PROJECTS...
School reopens. :/
Not sure gd or bad news...

I got a new Notebook! whoopie!

Begone!, dark circles! = =

ahaha! Pardon my vain self shots. xD Bought a new Notebook, super mini & light!
Been wanting one for the longest time!

I didn't really need a highly-tech equipped lappy cause i already have a Desktop which i'm satisfied with already. :D But it was getting kinda slow, but then, yeah. Ahaha! What talking me?!
Borrowed the money from mum, pay off by installments.
T.T Loan shark.

I'm very satisfied with it, although i kinda bought it on impulse.
Its got a webcam! I wanted one since i heard of the thing webcam-ing through msn. X:
Can play with it already. And projects and all can bring and do le, since its so light. :D

Weeeeeee, today very happy.

(i think 3rd day of attachment in JP i update with 4th day, after my anime watching was put on hold... i can't find anything to do but blog. xD Explaining the sudden activeness of my blog.)