It seems its my turn to have problem with blogger.
But i don't really edited colours and stuff so those don't matter..

Today had MIC practical test, the pure E.Coli specimen was seriously disgusting. x(
So thick until like another layer of agar agar lor. Ew~
Had 2 hour break before AAP lesson, played DOTA with myron and debbie. X:
Tmr again! LOL



Busy is the word to describe my poly life.
Filled with tons of assignments and projects.
This week is week 15.
Next two week is week 16 & 17, the weeks i dread MOST.
I have CNP, Psychology & FON presentation, CNP individual assignment to hand up and AAP & NSL practical test!
):):):
i don't like, and my PDA haven arrive yet!
SO SLOW.

And i no money to eat for the rest of the week. T_T
Tmr got FON retest, cause i failed(duh), and i haven even study for it at all laaaaa!

Why poly life so mafan and busy one? ):

Very tireddddddddddddddd. -_-

Now sleeping liao. :)
Haha. :)
I'm mad. :)




Please ignore my prev post, i'm just... ranting out my inner thoughts.
I easily open up to others yet not so easy to know too.

I've always have this dream.. I have never told anyone..
Too scared of peer pressure and of course humiliating myself, being criticised & being laughed at.
I'm open at laughing at myself, but this topic is very sensitive.
Thats why i don't want to say anything about it.
But i admit that it is a very unrealistic job for someone like me.

Internally my passion just gets stronger and stronger, but 'making it real-wise' i'm lacking too much self-esteem and confidence in that aspect...
I want to try to make it real but financial and time problems keep stopping me.

I really don't know what i should continue pursuing...
Dreams or reality?

i don't know. I don't know, I really don't know...

Xuanle is hungry out of nowhere in the middle of the night.
She is gonna be real fat. Real Soon.
):




p/s. I'm widely known as Sharlyn in NP, but i am still more comfortable to use the 'third person view' using Xuanle. :3

First of all, i'm gonna say this to that
<- fake Young Saeng at my tagboard.
Its totally not funny la. Whoever you are.

Ya, i was a 'Da Hua Chi' in the previous post. But i don't need any teasing or comment right?...

Ah, whatever la. Absolutely NOT in a good mood right now.
Although my mood is, of course, better when i recall about the dream.

Wooo! I just had the greatest dream, EVER!
I dreamt of SS501! And i was sitting beside Heo Young Saeng!
The detail i shall not say.
But HE. KISSED. ME.!!!! LOL!
WHAT A DREAM! *floating*
It felt damn real! ): But i knew it was too good to be true la...
In the end i lai chuang for few hours lor! xD

*floating back to dreamland*

Today went to Fabian house for MJ and Bridge(Poker Cards).
His father very friendly and nice sia. Buy food and drinks for us.
I play until very tired sia. -_-
Somemore play MJ no money motivation.
And Rebecca is officially the slowest player among us all. LOL! X:
Fabian leg look totally like Pig's Trotter lor! Swollen swollen one.
Ew. LOL. xD

Ahahaha! I think i becoming more and more unglam already lor!
Comfortable with friends le, then become like that. x_x
After the whole day then realise i never watch my image. -__-
Sadded, image tainted. X:
tak glam tak glam, especially when i sit on the rocking chair in Fabian house.
But i that time is tired until don't care liao lor. Ahaha. X:

Time to sleeep! Tomorrow go collect SS501 solo album! <3<3<3

Okay, stay composed and not tak glam.....

Wa, CNP Presentation + Roleplay alone can kill me AH!

Oh yesterday, i was just saying i was afraid to oversleep hor. In the end i really overslept.
):
Missed NSL last office lesson!
Double ):):
Attended FON remedial, because of that never eat for whole day.
My mum and bro is now at Osaka. Never bring me go.
Triple sadness! ):):):

Week 16 is gonna suck like hell la.
Soooooooo many stuff at week 16, FON, Psychology presentation.
Luckily CITS presentation changed to week 15...
Tmr 1pm class have to go at 9.30 to try and rush finish the project.
Oh my fucking tiannnnn.

Ahhh, i miss those slacky Secondary school days. ):

Today Anatomy practical was fun! xD
Had a practical on blood test.
And found out my blood type, which is A- . :3
First time used the click click needle thing for use on fingertip de. LOL.
And the first ever person that i experimented on is Debbie!
She must be very honored ah. Heh, my first... guinea pig. d:

After school meet up with CNP group to discuss.
With brandon alone in the group hor i can get headache the whole day le.
Now with Brandon and Myron. -.- I will faint ah!
Pek cek! :/ that way i dont like be leader.
Every little things will get into me. And irritate si wo.
Then tmr is sociology presentation discussion..
Again i'm clueless at what we're doing or till. -_-
When i'm leader, i tend to over stress myself... When i'm a member, i tend to be overly slack...
LOL. I'm very hard to please sia.

Oh ya, no more taiwan on sept-oct...
My mama pangseh me and go first with my bro...
Today just left somemore...
Then need to do all the choresssssss.
wthhhh~ sadded.
._.


p/s. Tmr scared oversleep sia~

Wednesday, Third day of Attachment in Jurong polyclinic.
Attached to the Immunization for childrens in the morning and the counsel rooms in the afternoons.
Morning was quite interesting to see so many cute & types of babies~ Naughty, Cute, Sleepy, Scared, Angst, fierce etc...
While afternoon was quite bored, not much interesting to observe.

Thursday, fourth day.
In the morning was attached to OHS, FP & WW!
OHS, was not interesting but informative...
FP, the case of the woman who came in having problem breast feeding her 4day old child was definitely an eye opener. (O)(O) nipple so big -.-
WW, the pap smear test has definitely affected my appetite. x_x
Overall VERY interesting but disturbing only.
Then afternoon attached to Travellers' clinic & Diabetes Foot Screening.
Travellers' clinic is just like a place to get immunised if you're going overseas.
Diabetes Foot Screening is to check the sensation around your feets.

And after Attachment, rushed home to change clothes and go for CCA(NP Strings).
Was abit out of place, cause joined another class... and it was the other class instructor teaching. Somemore their humour is so far from our humour and still want us laugh. -.-
Okay, so after practise, went to IMM MosBurger for dinner!~
I brought my notebook out to play with web cam!
Took abit too much pictures so post those i like and funny ones.
Some can be found at my FB too.














That was a super stupid face i made. LOL.




*gulgh gulgh*


o.o




*blehhhh* :b


not my hand..








By this point of time, we were at our limit to control our laughter already. X:


AHAHAHA! BEST GUM SMILE. by me. :D


*Heeeee* :D

Friday, which is today and also the last day.
Did a Presentation in the morning and followed by group photo taking.
Then was attached to the Diabetic Eye Screening the whole day.
For almost the whole day, we were pretty much doing our own stuff. X:
The Nurse IC of us said i was good at my presentation! and am a polite girl! X:
Then lunch time went to buy card for the nurses in JP, oh saw debra on the way so qiao!,then wrote our messages and went back to our attached areas.
After the whole day is over, we went to the Sisters' room to sign out and also give them the card. :D
Then HOME SWEET HOME.

Picturesss!


The eye of Sharlyn.




Mask suffocating lah...


That Nadia like to take photo of me uh. X:


Nadia, my partner for the 5 days in JP.


Candid. My bun look like sai! ): OMG.


Group photo with Nurse Bariah! (LOL, my expression almost all the same uh.)





Ahh, after this weekend of, most probably, PROJECTS...
School reopens. :/
Not sure gd or bad news...

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Begone!, dark circles! = =

ahaha! Pardon my vain self shots. xD Bought a new Notebook, super mini & light!
Been wanting one for the longest time!

I didn't really need a highly-tech equipped lappy cause i already have a Desktop which i'm satisfied with already. :D But it was getting kinda slow, but then, yeah. Ahaha! What talking me?!
Borrowed the money from mum, pay off by installments.
T.T Loan shark.

I'm very satisfied with it, although i kinda bought it on impulse.
Its got a webcam! I wanted one since i heard of the thing webcam-ing through msn. X:
Can play with it already. And projects and all can bring and do le, since its so light. :D

Weeeeeee, today very happy.

(i think 3rd day of attachment in JP i update with 4th day, after my anime watching was put on hold... i can't find anything to do but blog. xD Explaining the sudden activeness of my blog.)

Ah, second day at Jurong Polyclinic. Morning attached to the 'Dressing wound' Dept.
Definitely not a good place for me to stay long...... Not that i can't stand blood.
Is i can't stand the nurses scraping open the dried blood or pus, and see the blood ooze out quickly from underneath... Then dab dry then apply the medicine & dressing...

Saw a couple of Diabetic patient with ulcers on their feet, its SUUUPER scary! i really hope to never get diabetes(cause my family blood may have diabetes due to my grandfather)......
I know my grandfather have to amputate his left leg(?), not really sure, up to his knee...
But then i was abit too small to understand whats happening...

Now that i'm actually studying it, i finally understand. And the wound is scary and definitely the most unpleasant wound i've ever seen...
There is one patient which was the last few before we left for lunch. His toes were in such a bad condition till i couldn't really take it, only managing to watch while standing in one corner clenching my fist. x_x
The nurse told him that if his toes were to get any worse, all his five toes may have to be amputated, that was how bad his condition was.

Over there that the 'Dressing' Rooms, most of the procedures were pretty much repetitive, except for the medicines to use and the dressing types.

After Lunch, We(Me&Nadia) were attachment to the Children Development Assessment Dept. The room type pretty much explains what we do there. The nurses assess the children' growth developments.
The only thing to look forward is the cute cubby babies! But then we were like wearing mask, so the babies probably would be a tad scared of us like we were aliens. xD
And the bad point is, the afternoon, no actually the whole day, i have been acting as a translator for the patients who can only speak mandarin.

Tiring sia, somemore i was really having difficulties to translation certain words like, 'your wound dressing', 'buy a medicine/product for your wound'(when i say this i sound like a promoter -.-) and the worse of them all, 'medical certificate'. Anyone knows? MC in chinese?
Who knows, i may need it again sia. x.x

Ah, tmr attached to Immunization Dept, alot of cho kawaii babies to see. ^^
And now, its time to sleep, or else tmr zombie again.

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Feeling damn bored, and saw this Quiz/survey/whatever and after reading abit. Thought its fun to think back what i have done in Secondary sch.

1) Which school did you go to?
- Shuqun Secondary School

2) What classes were you in?
- 1A, 2A, 3A, 4A. :3

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
- Definitely Science & D&T.

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
-Mostly 10-1030, i think.

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
- The noodle store, bar chor + seaweed beehoon soup! (but need wait super long!)

1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
- er... Suantou(Garlic)& Suan le(forget it).

2) How did you wear your socks?
- anyhow wear. X:

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
- Almost.

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
- Yea... due to my stubborness. xD

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
- No one...

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
- I can remember one or two. The most recent one would be the one during my science practical, i was supposed to put the magnesium into a solution... and i went to burn it. LOL.

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
- I think once only. Camp at Bed. Sleep, duh.

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
- Eh, i'm not really forgiven after i did something, the punishment would be lighther if the teacher is kind though.

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
- OH, my school, Odessey, the table. Last time i saw, there were attempts to remove it but it turned worse. LOL.

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
- Yeap, our whole class. Quite a few... ._.

1) Who was your favourite teacher?
- MR NOEL ONG & MR KELVIN TAN

2) Describe your DM.
- ChioBu.(Mz Fun)

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
- Mr Ong. All of the above. X:

1) Were you popular back then?
- Erm, Average i guess.

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
- In the beginning was quite big but it slowly ended as me and xinyi only. X:

3) Who were your best friends?
- GERALD, XINYI & DEBRA!

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
- Yea

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
- ALOT.

1) What type of CCA were you in?
- Band.

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
- Mouth, Diaphram & fingers.

3) What did your CCA require you to do?
- Play Flute.

4) Got injured?
- Nah.

1) Who was your first crush?
- Ah, its such a sad story. Still got who. ahaha!

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
- NAH, zen zen!

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your sec school?
- yea..

4) Have you ever made out in school?
- No.....


1) How did high school change you?
- Became more self-aware.

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
- Loyal, true and beloved by all. LMAO.

3) What was your favourite question?
- i dont know?

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
- All the friends i've made!

First Day of attachment in Jurong polyclinic!
Saw alot of new stuffs, especially the Ear Syringing & STO(Stitches to remove). The medication for TB(Tubercolosis) was quite a shock to me, so many Medicine and eat them almost everyday lor. And theres the injection of Vitamin B12 & even an eye check up. X:
Was quite fun observing around, and the staff nurses was all super friendly! xD
Its more enjoyable than the first week and time definitely flies much more faster than before.
The only thing i want to complain is the wearing of the mask. x_x One word, suffocating.
Oh yea, today dont know whats wrong with my stomach... I reached the polyclinic damn early lor... Like at about 8:03am... then i suddenly stomachache, of course go toilet la.
But the pain was damn bloody hell pain until my eyes blackout-ed and feel dizzy. Damn scary, i was sweating cold sweatS all over lor!
The feeling is like gonna collapse anytime half-naked lor!
LOL. Scary!

Maybe i should stop snacking at ungodly hours.

Eh, lets end with a picture i dug out from my old pictures.
I still like this photo very much~~


Credits to N|5M0

Labels: Clinical Attachment

I'm bored at home. the stupid video is taking a long time to load.
So i shall post pictures of this green HUGE ant my mum found near the window.
Don't know whats this called. My mum told me about it but her chinese too chim. -.-
Stared at it for awhile and followed on by messing with using a plastic fork.
Quite interesting to observe an enlarged version of an ant. X:







But still...... Eeeeeeeeeeeeew!

I currently don't really feel like doing anything but listen to music.
Then i suddenly remember one of my attachment-mate's back view has a striking resemblance to Gerald's back view. So decided to blog abit.
It really felt like i was really looking at his back view lor! Ahaha! Speaking of which, I kinda miss him already. Its beeen months since we last saw each other.
And this reminds me about another attachment-mate who was like another Joel, the way he speaks, smile and speaking english all the time.
The feeling was so similar that is was disturbing.
Very disturbing... :/

ECP Outing with P2526 Kahkis Pictures :3














Clinical Attachment(To HPB) Pictures.


Ugly angle for me. -.-

Labels: Precious Moments

Went out with Debra and Xinyi today! XDX! X: Long time never see them le, especially miss debra! So was quite excited thie whole day.
We went to Vivocity for some shopping!
Why i always end up buying the most ah? Ahaha! X:
Walked around, then went to Marche for dinner. Kampong chickun! :3
Then continued shopping. Caught up with each other. :D
Nothing much to elaborate on.

Picturesss!


Wa, the plastic bag in between my leg look super unglam...







Ah, having friends live near you is still the best afterall. X:

I'm feeling better, but i'm not the person who was seriously hurt.

One of the photos taken during the HPB tour.

The third place for the clinical attachment was United Medicare Centre.
Compared to Orange Valley, UMC has more activities and more chances to interact with them through other activities other than feeding. :3 Was quite fun.
During day 1 i was attached to the physio therapist was quite boring for me la, cause walk the elderly, do passive exercising and observe the staff to guide them through the exercise.
Then the rest if the time i was sitting down, resting.
Oh ya, only one encounter with an ah ma. Due to language constrain, i completely dont get what she was feeling nor trying to say.
Or just for that matter, she dont talk nor reply me and cry only. ._.
How to understand her? ):
Somemore she cry DAMN loud! all the visitors were looking at me with stern looks lor! Machiam i bully her... :/
Then day 2, which is the last day of the week!, was attached to the occupational therapist.
Was quite fun, except during morning when we practically did nothing but feed the patients.
Lol, the funny part about this was that i did practically nothing right?
So i should be more alert and full of energy right?
The patient i was assigned to was so hard to feed hor, i was super lethargic during lunch. (Shall not elaborate.). Then we did curry puff with the ah ma(s)! Very fun! Just that my hand become damn suan luh.
Thats about it for my Part 3 clinical attachment. :3

Thanks to attachment, i have made more friends~ I think thats the only good thing that came out of this unpaid attachment lor. X:

I regained my freedom again but the cost of my freedom was his happiness. I hope he's okay...

Labels: Clinical Attachment

Yesterday went to Health Promotion Board, the talks were all super boring. -.-
Fell asleep halfway through the talks.
Toured around the building.
Then when we were leaving the Healthzone, where there were alot of stuff to play with.
Fabian went over to a thingy to see how high you can touch while you jump. Then he hao lian he can jump very high, jump le land on the floor and sprain his ankle. X: It swelled up ALOT. Ahaha everyone was saying maybe he dislocated his ankle or something, but it ended up as just a normal swelling. Nothing broken and nothing out of place.
Then we went over to Plaza Singapura to eat Pastamania and celebrate Debbie's 22nd birthday. (Very tired to elaborate anymore...)
But its was fun. :3

Ah, finally a week of attachment is gonna be over... Only another week to go... -.-

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